Sunday, November 23, 2008

The Perks of Being a Wallflower


Well. This is my new blog. I think I deleted my other blog for a fresh start, and then I made this one. But as I did that, I realized I can never run away from myself- no matter how much I try. I used to feel like I needed to, like who I was wasn't good enough. But I think I'll use this blog to try and fully embrace even more of who I am.

I vow to be deeply and fully myself;
i'm ryan. i think capitalizing words is a waste of time. if i seem distracted, its because my mind is liberated. i keep my feet on the floor and my head in the clouds. i daydream constantly but can't sleep at night. i have a vivid imagination. i could live out of my suitcase forever. i love god, and he is all i need. but i believe in a relationship over religion. i'm not very good at trusting people, but once i do trust someone, i trust with all my heart. i'm scared of wasting my life. i'm not perfect, and i don't try to be. i'm just your average person, making mistakes and learning from them.

so take me for who i am, not who you want me to be. i really don't care what you think or say. i am my own person and i am above your influence.

For the record, this blog was named after my favorite book in the entire world. read it. secretly, i think it was written about me. but not really. i'm just obsessed.

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