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it's real now. i'm actually in college. i think i waited too long or wished too hard for something that isn't real. don't get me wrong, college is incredible. never again will i live actually live with my parents, i'm on my own. and i love it. but im not sure if i love where i'm at. actually, i've made up my mind that i'm leaving. who know when? and who knows where?

i should definitely be doing something other than blogging write now, but i really can't help it. my english essay can wait. i need to record these feeling for anyone that listens, or cares (which, lets get real people, will be me. i can't wait to read this in about 10 years. what up future ryan? hope life's treating you well these days. always remember where you came from, but don't forget to look towards the future). anywayyyyyys. the university of arizona really is a beautiful place. there are palm trees galore, warm weather, and tons of beautiful people. "beauty is only skin deep" that probably couldn't be a more true phrase at the u of a. i feel like none of these people know what it means to be alive. they all just care too much. i've never seen people look in mirrors as much as they do here. it would be absolute craziness if all the mirror's disappeared for even one day here. mirrors are actually really bizarre. how can people care so much about what a simple piece of hanging glass?

okay, now i need to get off this blog. but dont worry [future ryan] i'll try and update soon.